![]() ![]() ![]() And it’s no point on going off on others people’s opinions and being upset when there are millions and trillions of other people who have not seen me yet. I had to take a long time to get this way, because back then if I had seen the episode with Bow and Brat saying those things I would have been on social media going off. It’s what God has for me and what my team has put in work. But when they say, we don’t know about her music, we don’t know what she’s gone and I’m sitting here looking at Macy Gray like, “Hmmmm want some cookies? What vocals am I supposed I do?” Or when I’m in the studio with Ne-Yo sitting with his wife sipping champagne, or when I’m going over here with NLE Choppa or I’m going over here with Pop Hunna that does “Corvette, Corvette” and I’m like okay just keep working.Īt the end of the day it does not matter what anyone else thinks. It matters what God is putting in my life and it matters what my team is doing. It doesn’t matter what one person thinks. No offense to Da Brat, no offense to Bow, it doesn’t what a thousand people think. We shun it and go oh this is crazy but it was one of the things in my career that was shocking because it went positive.īOSSIP: This season it seems like every time your name comes up Da Brat and Bow Wow have negative reactions. I thought, ‘They’re not going to understand.’ Again because in our community they don’t look at stuff like that. Why would I want to hide that? Why would I want to take that away and not help somebody and be this wonderful person to help someone or give them someone to talk to? My life changed on a positive note because of that. I’ve had women DM me, especially asking for help after that episode. Having this life changing situation and make it better.įrom that episode to now, I’ve gotten counseling, I have great people around me and I’m focused and I’m happy and I continue to speak about depression and anxiety because people have a tendency especially in the black community to overlook it and not talk about it. ![]() It’s nothing wrong with bettering yourself. There’s nothing wrong with having friends and family around you. There’s nothing wrong with taking medication and helping yourself. It’s like okay look that happened, it’s go time. I’m different, I’ve been through so much that it keeps me going. Seeing that on tv in front of millions of people, it didn’t affect me. ![]() I have wonderful family and friends around me. The problem is that people get so scared like, “Oh my gosh you’re taking medication,” “Oh my God you’re depressed.” Yes, I have depression but even though I’m sad I’ll still get up and do what I have to do. There’s nothing wrong with talking about it. I’ve been dealing with it for years and I had to take a step back and get counseling. Mental health and depression and anxiety is the biggest thing that I’ve had. I’m like a female Eminem, if you’re going to air me out, I may as well do it myself. Jhonni Blaze: A lot of artists have a tendency to hide their flaws, I guess they call them flaws, I don’t call them flaws. Yeah, Jesus and me talked, we’re good.īOSSIP: Your anxiety attack aired on national television, was that difficult for you to watch or have publicized in that way? Jhonni Blaze: Allah, Jesus had called me on the phone, like maybe if you just get some patience I could help you, swing my little wand and help things develop. Right now I’m about to go to a session with her and it’s all because of social media.īOSSIP: Earlier this season we saw you express your frustrations to Deb about your career being stalled, how does it feel to have all this great movement and be in the studio with these other artists? I’ve been working like every day on top of the TV show and rebranding myself, it’s wonderful but you have to have a lot of energy. My team is really big on marketing so they were like focus on content. The next day I have Ne-Yo and the day before I had NLE Choppa. What happened was 2 Chainz reposted it because I did his song and Macy seen it and two weeks later I’m in here in LA for the third working on my EP. People book me to remix their songs on the piano, so I move the seat and twerk and play piano. It started off with, I sing and twerk, so I was like let me play piano and twerk. I’m currently in LA working with Macy Gray for the third day. I’m focused on my music, I have a new team. BOSSIP: What’s new with Jhonni Blaze? How is Atlanta treating you? ![]()
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